Showing posts with label military. Show all posts
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Sunday, January 5, 2014

*REVIEW* "Making Faces" by Amy Harmon


Ambrose Young was beautiful. He was tall and muscular, with hair that touched his shoulders and eyes that burned right through you. The kind of beautiful that graced the covers of romance novels, and Fern Taylor would know. She'd been reading them since she was thirteen. But maybe because he was so beautiful he was never someone Fern thought she could have...until he wasn't beautiful anymore.

Making Faces is the story of a small town where five young men go off to war, and only one comes back. It is the story of loss. Collective loss, individual loss, loss of beauty, loss of life, loss of identity. It is the tale of one girl's love for a broken boy, and a wounded warrior's love for an unremarkable girl. This is a story of friendship that overcomes heartache, heroism that defies the common definitions, and a modern tale of Beauty and the Beast, where we discover that there is a little beauty and a little beast in all of us.



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Let's start off here.. 

Where were you during the attack on 9/11? 

I'm sure almost everyone of us can remember that morning… where we were, who we were with, what we first thought. For me, I was sitting in my AP art class, in my senior year of high school. Mrs. A was my favorite teacher, and she was one of the few in the whole school that let us students listen to the radio, once we first got wind of what was going on. We heard it all over broadcast. I should also mention that I lived in New York at the time, and at least 4 of my friends in the class ran straight to the pay phones to check on their parents, who worked in and around the twin towers. No one could get through. It was terrifying, it was life altering, it was one of the saddest days that anyone of my generation had seen yet. So if you were a 1984 baby like me, this book is going to hit you hard. Harder than hard, because all of these Characters are seniors in high school during the attack. All of these Characters experience the heartbreak of the attack, and the continual heartbreak thereafter. All of these Characters had the same thoughts that went through our heads, sitting in class, trying to make sense of what was happening around us. And chances are you had friends who signed up for the military because of 9/11. Chances are you had older friends who were currently in the military, and were going to be deployed as soon as possible. Chances are you had family in the military.
Chances are, you could lose someone you loved… 
"In the days and weeks following the attacks on 9/11, life returned to normal, but it all felt wrong, like a favorite shirt worn inside out -- still your shirt, still recognizable, but rubbing in all the wrong places, the seams revealed, the tags hanging out, the colors dulled, the words backwards. But unlike the shirt, the sense of wrong couldn't be righted. It was permanent, the new normal."
I went into this book not knowing really what to expect. Honestly, I all but skimmed the synopsis. An author friend of mine (thank you, K Larsen) suggested that I read this book, and I trust her opinion, so I downloaded it immediately. 

It started off sweet, cute even, and I remember updating my Facebook status about loving this book already because of a spider. That was 4% in. At 5%, everything. got. real. 

This is a story of love, loss, family, brotherhood, pain, suffering, and resolve. A story about heroism (be it a friend, with a life he never had control of, or a soldier). About overcoming the hand that you a dealt, and living your life with it. Is it a love story? Sure. It is. Is it a broken boy and a shy girl? Yup, that too. A group of amazing friends? Yes. Strong faith and family bonds? Absolutely.
But it is so much more than that.
"I promised myself that if you came home I wouldn't be afraid to tell you how I felt. But I'm still afraid. Because I can't make you love me back."
You will laugh, cry, cry a little more, but every time you aren't laughing or crying, you will have this teeny little smirk on your face at the sweetness of this entire story. I fell in love with these characters (Bailey especially) and even through the sadness of this story, I managed not to full out bawl my eyes out until the very end. It was like the story as a whole, finally hit, and my heart just couldn't handle it anymore. There are so many lessons to be learned from this book. No one is promised tomorrow. We can't control things beyond our control, so why not accept them. Never waste a minute when you love someone. Life is just too damn short.
"We were robbed. But I've decided to smile, like Bailey did, and steal something from the thief."
Favorite Quote:
"Kites or Balloons?"

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Monday, July 29, 2013

Axel by Harper Sloan Review



From Goodreads:

"Note from the author--This book is intended for a mature reading audience and isn't suitable for younger readers. Brash language, sexual hotness, delectable alpha males, some violence and adult situations are all over this book--you have been warned. 


Fate hasn’t always been friends with Isabelle West. In fact, fate has been a downright bitch.

Isabelle has learned the hard way how hard life can be when fate isn’t by your side. It can hand you dreams on silver platters, but it can snatch them right back and hand you nightmares. One thing Isabelle knew for sure fate was consistent with was taking away everything she ever loved.

For the last two years Isabelle has been slowly clearing the clouds of her past. Happiness is finally on the horizon. She has a thriving business, great friends, and her life back. All she has to do is jump over the last hurdle…her ex-husband.

When problems start causing her to fear her new life, and memories that are better left forgotten start rushing to the surface the last thing she needs is a ghost from her past to come knocking on her door. 

Axel never thought he would look into the eyes of Isabelle West again, and he wasn’t sure he wanted to now. He’s carried his anger for so long he isn’t sure he can just turn it off, but when he is faced with protecting her and an unexpected desire to have her again, life gets a little more complicated.

How will Axel and Isabelle deal when all their cards are put on the table and everything they thought was true blows up in their faces?"


My Thoughts:

Axel was a great read, hard to put down, downright sexy, and a beautiful story of lost and found love!

Izzy's husband is an abusive bastard, but she has never been able to find a way out of the marriage. One night things go too far, but she finally has a chance to make a break. She calls her best friend, Dee, and thus marks the beginning of her freedom. 

"Girl, if you think I will leave you here with that piece of sorry shit husband you are nuts. Nope, no way. We are packing you up and hitting the road. The world is our oyster or something like that."

Now, two years after leaving her husband, she is faced with the fact that he still isn't ready to let go, and will do anything in his power to make sure she knows it. Thankfully, her other best friend, Greg, runs a security company. He is ready to go and more than willing to do anything to keep Izzy safe from her terrible Ex-Husband. Him and his security team are now in charge of keeping Izzy safe.

"That's right, baby girl. Don't worry, Reid's who you need. Him and the boys, between all of us, there is no fucking way that shit fuck is getting his hands on you, got me?"

With Dee and Greg by her side, she is slowly starting to feel a little more confident about all the craziness her Ex is throwing her way. 

"I know I am lucky with the friendships I have with Dee and Greg, they are the only two people I have left in the world. The only two people I know would die before they hurt me. They are my family now..."

All is starting to fall into place with "missions protect Izzy", until she meets her new Protectors. One of which, she never, ever, thought she would see again. Axel. Her Axel. Axel and Izzy have a very long history, but that history abruptly stopped once Axel joined the Marines years and years ago. There are always 3 sides to every story, and their story is no exception to that rule of thumb. Now that Axel is back, and has orders to protect Izzy, her life may just get a little more out of control before it starts to get better.

This story line was great! With so many random twist and turns, it kept me reading non stop. It made me want to be a part of this group of friends. My ONLY complaint would be the "Alpha Male Caveman Speak". I've always had a small issue with that. But, Axel didn't go overkill with it, so it wasn't too bothersome.

Also.. Holy sweet Marine book boyfriends!!! Have I mentioned I have a military weakness? ANYWHO..

I'm very VERY excited for the rest of the books in this series. Book 2 will be about Greg, and I absolutely adored him! And for the love of god PLEASE tell me Maddox is getting his own book!! I definitely recommend picking up a copy of Axel asap ;)


Favorite Quote:

"...right now... I can almost hope that fate has decided to love me and give me some happiness for a change."



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